不爽

今早凌晨四点左右突然起身泻肚子，进了厕所不知道多少次了，吃了风沙丸还是有点肚痛，想了想我昨天晚上除了吃了一个包，就只有到金晶吃东西，到了今天还是有点不舒服，还有点泻，大致上好多了，不管怎样，我听到一个朋友说了一句“又泻肚子啊？”突然心里有种莫名的不爽，感觉像是说到我很喜欢泻肚子这样>.<,一直进厕所的感觉一点也不好啦！拜托！算了，他应该是无心的，只是我想想最近的确常肚子痛，看来最近要吃得清淡点了，因为有很多东西要忙。。。

伤风？

最近老是动不动就流鼻涕，打喷嚏，咳嗽，泻肚子，到底怎么了？今早又伤风了，喷嚏打个不停，鼻涕流个不停，鼻子好像都不是我自己的了，好辛苦T.T。。。我想多半是真的伤风了

不想

不想做任何事，只想自己一个人静静呆在宿舍里，为什么呢？我实在是很心烦，没什么心读书，没什么心情玩，最近老是睡迟起导致缺了几堂课，而且最近人也时常不太舒服，我想是接近生病的征兆了。。。读书进度其实跟得相当勉强，有点累，考试又那么地频密，头天天都好痛啊。。。不过不管怎么样，我一定要撑住，冲破这关的！

该睡了

迟些起来再读吧。。。尽人事，听天命

Recover

Yesterday after morning, stomache and nt feeling well whole the day and start 伤风 at night, until today still didnt recover, what the hell it is?! tomorrow I got japanese midterm and database practical test ah ! zzz, bear it ! I can do it !

stomache again?

Taking a nap just now and now I should have go to class already, but after I wake up at around 12.30pm, suddenly stomache... and of cos I rush to toilet but Why? I have only cook rice and eat in this morning, after all didnt take any other food le, what is the problem? I guess I should check it out, lucky my hostel still have "feng sha wang", if nt I guess I am now still in toilet. I skip the class le but actually I also lazy to go, now is around 1.15pm , I might still go now cos I already feel much better but I didnt go, so bad I am >.<. Since already decided dun go, so now I start doing exercise ba...prepare for midterm test. 良心好过一点......omg, seem it come again, toilet bowl , I see u again... bye

Be strong!

Mind going weeker due to there are too many things that I dunno how to do, keep on ask help for people, omg... I must be strong ! Make my dream true !

很多事情

很多事情一但失去了就再也找不回的，
很多事情该面对的再怎么逃避始终还是必须面对。
看了这些你第一时间想到什么了呢？只是这两句，例子就已经非常多了。
无论怎么避免，鱼与熊掌不可兼得。
所以，珍惜很重要，不过不是珍惜过去，而是珍惜把握现在，你们说对吗？
虽然不知道各位能否明白我所写的，我的表达能力有限。。。
其实还有好多想写出来，不过顾虑到我的表达能力和时间问题，没法继续了，我必须要睡觉了，晚安各位^^
谢谢观看

Changing

My view and thinking a bit day by day.
Did my view and thinking improve? I do not know but one thing I can sure is I am growing through the process. Failure as experience, success is not waiting there for us, it is us the one should catch it, gambateh! ^^

怎么开始忘了

琴键那么重。我用技巧去弹奏。
情绪那么浓。我该用什么去快乐。
隐秘到最后。在我失去了以后终于懂得。
追梦若是片宽阔天空。只是我从没抽离过。

吉他那么重。我已无力去弹奏。
不想做什么。谁能陪我清唱那首歌。
不是我不懂。拥抱之后总是难以去承受。
那些认真的美好。都一闪而过。

怎么开始忘了我还能微笑。
怎么开始忘了我还有心跳。

那些黑色的玩笑。没有受伤不会好。
我们还在找自己的生存之道。

慢慢释怀才会让自己变好。
朦胧的话只是无聊的暗号。
流言传来传去。不知何时平息。该如何去面对。
那不重要。

怎么听都不腻。。。只因为有几句我很喜欢的歌词。。。你知道是哪几句吗？哈哈，虽然星期六，日有课，但总而来说，我还能休息，很快又要开始了，加油咯！已经慢慢习惯了现在的生活了，不会觉得过去比较好了，算是成长了吗？对我来说或许是吧。。。再加油咯！呵呵

Stranger

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This is a ppl send to me d messege , what is this? anyone know?

Good mood gone ...

Today's morning I forget to photostat my notes and late enter my quiz, and the quiz is so difficult to me, I have no enough time to finish it and the marks will surely very low, however, it doesn't matter, I treat it as a challenge and practise. So, I am still have a very good mood without reason. After my quiz, I go to take my bike and I found that my bike was chaining. Omg, I am too rush until didnt notice that that area cannot park also ! Oh , right, no choice have to paid it but I dunno where to do it. I ask male guard at block E , he tell me go block H, I feel strange, but I still go block H and ask the female guard at block H, she is kindly tell me to paid at block F and show the guard receipt then he will unlock. Thanks god, I finally get back my bike...Along all the process, I am smiling all the way and it is naturally smile, that time I feel I was gila already, RM 5 lost because of that and I didnt feel sad but still having very good mood. Oh ya, that time I have only RM 10 in my wallet, lucky still able to paid for the unlock fee. These all thing I cannot blame anyone and I didnt plan to do so. That is why it doesn't affect my good mood.

I am later having my lunch at Tian Xin Yuan. After I finish my lunch, when I stand up , I accidentally saw destenie and siewmin also just finish eating their brunch but they didnt see me. So I just take my bicycle and follow them just to say "hi " and " bye" .Haha~ des's face seem nt happy , but I dunno y. Min seem already stop coughing, that is good new to her^^ glad for her.

Alright, here almost come the main point, after I reach my hostel, I take a phone call by danish house officer. I still wondering whose number. She ask me that whether I have smoke and drink sendi? I say no and start wondering why she ask so. She further ask me have throw thing outside of window? I say no and start telling I only open that window let the wind come in my room only. She said that the maid found a lot of cigrette and sendi outside my window. What the hell?! It is my feeling. I tell that I never throw anything outside the window and even didnt smoke and never drink sendi since I stay here. My heart start scolding "mcb, which fellow do it?and I suspect she called the wrong person." But soon she tell me she didnt call wrong number and telling that I will be fine if still many cicrette and sendi can outside my window. The first feel come to me is " I feel like want to move out from here already" but I still answering by telling that " I will try to check and notice that who throw it to me here although she didnt ask me to do so. And I found out really a lot of cigrette outside my window, if I wan to do so , I wont throw me here la...I most hate let ppl malign me but this cause me totally lose mood. Although didnt bad mood, I am not in good mood anymore.

What should I do? Stay calm and check who did it lor... an extra job... Haiz, god really treat me so "good" ... never give me a success day...

already exhausted

This a damn great challenging week, assignment, midterm , practical test, quiz , all come at once. What the hell it is?! Haiz, tired...tired... and tired... the timetable is so bad arrange and that is so many work come at once, this is just my third week enter the class ... the thing before I not yet cover back lar! Haiz , at least done something already, keep it on, I can pass through it.

Depressed part throw out already , feel much better, take a rest and continue my work !!! +u +u , I can do it^^ I believe many of my Utar Kampar friends is also so busy about assignment and midterm or quiz, good luck to u all, wish all the best. Let's add oil together !!! XD

Dream

These night my dream is extremely weird, what should I say? Erm... It is much different from those dream I made before. It is mainly dream about real world character, I have very less get this kind of dream but recently often. However, it make me feel good, feel like they are all always with me.
Changing course is really making us less and less topic to chat and my channel is always wrong because I really cant involve well in what they talking about. However, friends don't need always have topic to chat, wrong channel is doesnt matter, at least can see their weird expression xD. I know I concern about them and they concern about me, and that is much more than enough. Even if they don't find me for lunch or dinner, I can ask them by myself too. Just take an example only, they still have always find me for dinner ^^.
Am I so terrible? Nobody dare give comment on my blog? Haha, it is alright. Whatever u do, u have ur reason ^^. Best wishing for all my dear friends.
Someone might know appreciate me soon. I believe so, and now I must also appreciate myself but not only friends.
Good nite ^^ rainny day, sleep tight, dun get cold and sick. Take care

Secret

Secret of Mind, Here is Dream World.

Changing?

Do I have some change recently? Oh, maybe, I am so busy about quiz, assignment and also midterm but actually I have no mood to prepare about quiz even though those quiz might nt difficult. My rest time is getting much lesser, so stress and also tired actually. That is the reason no matter how tired I am or how busy I am, I would like to go out with friends but not alone. These few week will be great challege for me. Because I need more practise on it in order to get better understanding about the subject that I take, however, time is not enough for me to use. Of course if I do it everyday without resting, it will be sufficient of time. But I am not superman, lucky my mum have get me vitamin C and some pills that help to cure my eyes' painness. Or else, I will sick since these busy week start. So, I am confirmed that my quiz results will extremely bad but this is just a start, I will beat u all(those subject) down after I passed these busy week, I promised to myself I would have a good time management to do practise of all these subjects and also playing time.
>.<'' I guess it will be quite boring when u guys read through this, I will stop here, I am going to rest again le, tonight might have discussion again.

有一個很肥的婦人去照相，為什麼拍出來的照片卻骨瘦如柴? 猜猜看^^

I am a blur guy,

I didnt ask the exact due date of my critical reading and thinking assignment from tutor but keep disturb people who are busying, I feel so guilt >.<, I promised to myself that I wont do tat again!!! The due date of assignment write there thursday 8 July 2010, but I though today is 7 July !!! What am I doing ?! Sleeping? What the hell ?! Oh my god, then at least I have the reason to delay my assignment because tomorrow have practical test !!! but I still haven start, anyway I just wan to shout out my stupidness here, I have no time to waste, do practical test for tomorrow now. Good nite.

A Blog Before I Sleep

I dunno what is the topic should I wrote, I just feel like wanna write something here.
Actually there might be a lot of word I wan to say to somebody, a lot of sentence I wan to tell somebody, but due to a certain reason I wouldnt like to share here or tell the person by here. However, I feel fine now the distance like this, It wont too close and also wont too far. It is a very nice distance, at least I wont feel guilty anymore ^^ My principle is still not allow me to disobey, so I still decided to stand behind and wishing there ^^ Anyway, it is already decided long time ago, but I dunno how to make the feel come truth. For now, the feel is right ^^It is still best for myself.
For those worry about my academic, I can tell u , I think and write about these didnt even use over 20 minutes, so please understand it. Facebook is well for communicate but i guess I dun need it recently, so I wont often online on facebook after today, and please do contact me and find me chat sometimes on facebook...^^ thx a lot.
Today's blog only reach here, hope nobody will guessing what sentence or what is the word I wan to tell exactly and who is the person, I think so ^^ Anyway, have a nice day. I am going to sleep and woke up earlier in order to done part of my preparation for this week.
Good Night^^

Life Road

Recently I have sleep much earlier than last sem, It is so tired to having so many morning 8am class, even saturday also have to go for class. Since I have slow start class, there is much more things that I have to learn. Although that, I found I quite happy with that. For Business Information System (the course that I take now) class, I feel like I am so miss the class when I am in psychology course, maybe because of the characteristic, trends... I am not telling that I cant cope with new coursemate, just feel more happy when I am in psychology class. However, at least some of them already my best friends, I wish that our friendship will be long lasting.

Is that the second picture that I upload fresh ur mind and ur mood? I hope so, from my view, this picture have bring my mind into peace, feel so peace, relax, and mostly when I am stay with some of my best friends, this is what I feel in my heart.

From the 1st picture, how do u feel? If u dun mind, just tell me how u feel when u look at these 2 picture. Here is how I feel about 2nd picture. I feel the picture is just describe our future, the snow road is just like our road of future, It hard to walk and we might feel lonely along this long way. So we need friends to accompany us, somebody to support us, no matter there is how many obstacle in front or we might fall down, I will always able to get cross the obstacle and get up after I fall if there is still somebody that support me. And that is why I must said "thank you very much" for all the friends that support me, warm my heart, and also give me brave to pass through all obstacle on my way. Thank you so much once again.

My way of writting this blog might be a bit formal, but it represent my feel towards my friends, best friends and any passerby on my life road. Anyway, thanks for viewing^^.

I don't know how to arrange the photo's location on blog and that is why cause my blog a bit messy. Sorry about that, but I wish u still able to enjoy viewing my blog ^^.